Coming right on time for Christmas?

Tuesday, November 20, 2012

I ordered a Lolita dress that I was wanting to buy as soon as it started reservation. It's an indie brand called Lolita Baroque (I think). The print is called Rabbit and Missing Letters, I fell instantly in love with it, it has bunnies how could I not? ;P

And because I was one of the first 30 customers to order this print they told me I'm getting this matching beret as a gift! Which is awesome because I love berets!

They have other colorways but I liked this one better, since I'm a bit out of sweet this seems appropriate, it also reminds me of ETC's bunny prints with cutlery which I love so much :)
It takes two weeks to make the dresses then send them.. so I hope it's here by Christmas, I wanted to wear it then.
If you wanna check out their page -> Lolita Baroque

So what do you think of the bunnies? :D

New Hair

Wednesday, November 14, 2012

I cut my hair again, I was going for a layered hime-style, I also dyed it with a deep purple, but it came out more of a plum color. I still like it though, what do you think?

photo doesn't have that much quality cuz it's a phone photo ;P

When you can't handle things anymore...

Wednesday, October 31, 2012

There is always at least once in a person's life, when you reach a point in which you can't handle things.
Unfortunately in my life I had that point some years ago, and I feel it coming again.

I feel like there is nothing I can do anymore, no matter how much I struggle with myself, how much I struggle with my negative feelings, how much I try to make an effort to do things right, I always, ALWAYS, end of wrong. I try so hard at home, to make my family proud and content, even when they bother me and order me to do stuff without even asking. I try so hard at school but then I have either really dumb classmates that don't do a thing in group essays, for some reason I don't get informed of changes in classes or evaluation dates like the other members of the class, due to mailing errors or something. I try hard to have a social life even though I'm super socially awkward and I keep having anxiety attacks and panic every time I get out of the house or have some kind of meeting, but still there's always something that goes extremely wrong and makes me want to give it all up. I try so hard supporting the man I love, trying to make him happy and doing the right things but I seem to always fail. I can't do a thing right.

I really feel like I have no purpose here anymore, I always fail at everything no matter how much I try to succeed. I've been trying to motivate myself and think positive but I just can't anymore.

I feel like I shouldn't exist anymore. I really do. 

I'm so lost, and desperate, maybe if I just stay still or sleep the rest of my life I can get something right.
I just wish I could make things right... "the only winning move is not to play", right?

I usually wouldn't say this in a public blog but I really don't care anymore, I feel like I want to die again. 
Go ahead, call me emo or a wuss or whatever, today I looked down from a 4th floor window and smiled at the prospect of flying down, trying to imagine how it felt to feel the rush of air while falling down. 

I can't let myself close enough to anyone to really cry and be vulnerable anymore, so I feel like I'm completely alone in the world, I don't know where to turn to, I just feel like quitting again, just sleeping all day like before.

"after the storm, the sun always shines"
I wonder if I can make it through the storm :)

Gosick Review

Saturday, February 25, 2012

Gosick is an anime based on solving cases and misteries related to "ghost stories" and local legends. It's a shoujo mistery drama and it takes place in The Kingdom of Sauville, a ficitonal country located in Europe, surrounded by France to the west, Switzerland to the north, and Italy to the east and they all speak french. The time line is somewhere after the Great World War but we'll get to that later. We have 2 major characters in the series and lots of other small characters that appeal to many kinds of personalities, I thought it was a very light story at the beggining but I got caught up in the last 10 episodes and couldn't stop watching. It gets sort of intense towards the ending.

Plot: 7/10
- The plot is nice. Not amazing or mind blowing but enjoyable. I admit I started watching because of the main character's clothing but I found that the mistery solving thing was fairly interesting. As I mentioned before it was very light at the beggining, and it seemed a bit disjointed at first. Exchange student comes into new school, is an outcast, meets another outcast girl and they obviously get along.. let the case solving begin! As we progress the little misteries become bigger and start to intertwine themselves into the life stories of the characters and the political status of the country itself.

 I felt I liked this part a lot more because it had some continuity to it instead of just being random "ghost stories" to try and figure out. In the end the plot gets a bit hectic with everything exploding in in your face fairly quickly (expect lots of fire and deaths, nothing too graffic but blood is a constant) but still, it was a continued plotline and that's nice to see.

Characters: 6/10
- Pretty standart characters actually. You got the weird girl genius, the loyal boy that always stands by her even though he's treated like dirt, the clumsy teacher, the unrequited love interested, the heartless bad guys, the anti-hero, the one that disappeared but is always there watching, the one that seems not to care but actually does, all that jazz. They aren't much imaginative but they fit well in their roles, particularly Victorique, Kujo and Brian Roscoe (in my opinion anyways). 

My favorite character was Kujo for the sole purpose that I love "knights" that overcome everything even for the most flawed and annoying characters. He's too loyal for his own good, but he has a kind heart and never gives up, and I love that. Victorique is also interesting because of her ability to solve the cases, but none of the other characters actually made me love them or connect to them in any particular way, well maybe Grevil.. a little.

Music: 6/10
- Normal I guess, asides from the opening theme I didn't pay much attention to the background music because it was very generic... but it fit in the aesthetics of the series.

Artwork: 7/10
- I usually go for a more mature style of artwork in the anime I really enjoy (such as Wolf's Rain, Bebop, Mononoke, Death Note), and I hate "chibi" characters with big eyes and small mouths and noses, but when I started watching this series it surprised me that the art is actually very well made, not only in terms of characters and wardrobes but in terms of arquitecture, backgrounds, landscaping and such. Nothing too amazing mind you, but it was fairly enjoyable.

Entertaining: 8/10
- This gets the highest score of the lot because it was really entertaining at the end. I really got caught up in the plot and wanted to see how would they solve the cases, how would the main characters overcome their problems and how would they develop, would the country fall or rise with the political issues, conspiracies and mind games, and the fact that anyone could actually die at any point of it was a plus too.

I'm not a fairly smart or deductive person when it comes to solving cases and that's why I enjoy mistery series so much, but some/most of you might find them really easy to solve. Anyways it's a personal review.

Timeline: 6/10
- This bothered me. It started off just fine, the setting is somewhere around 1924, after the Great World War (or WW1) and they talk about that a lot, so it's always present in your mind. Apparently this true history timeline is flawed and was made that way to adapt to the anime. I don't know if it's the same in the manga, as they talk about "in some years you'll be separated by a great storm" but it doesn't pass any few year, it passes, mostly, a year, so I'm not sure if this was mis-adapted or if it's the same in the manga. 

The WW2 (or so it looks) breaks down from around 1924/5 to 1929, which you might know (if you know the basics of history) is total bananas. So yeah I got a little bit flushed by that but it was alright in the end.

- It's an enjoyable anime and I recommend it mainly because the ending was very emotional for me, the climax of all the intrigue was very intense, but of course there are much more intense anime endings than this, it was just a surprise to see such a light watch turn into something so deep.
Bottomline: Go watch it if you like mistery solving series, frilly clothing, tsundere relationships and a bit of political drama as a side dish. It's fun, and it's only 24 episodes, it's fairly quick to watch.

Things I personally enjoyed:

~ All the newspapers, posters and books were written in french.
~ Kujo's devotion.
~ The mysteries in general.
~ Victorique's wardrobe.
~ The variety of sweets, candies, cakes and such.
~ The Ending. I'm a sucker for that sort of endings.
~ Grevil, Brian and Kujo are really cute. (I'm a fan girl, deal with it!)

Things that personally annoyed me:

~ Kujo always yelling "Victorique" over and over and over again.. but that's expect in anime right?
~ Tsundere Victorique and why do they always prefer these annoying brats over nice girls. Really, anime people.. why? 
~ The whole "I'm your precious friend thing", c'mon, they know better than that...
~ The fact that Victorique carries a pipe everywhere but doesn't smoke.
~ Sometimes characters yelling or stating obvious happenings, such as one falling on the ground and a passerby stating "she fell" "she got up" or "she's dirty".
~ The lack of accuracy on the beginning of WWII.
~ Second ending theme.

Well, that's it for my review, hope I got you interested (or maybe the opposite?) in seeing this anime, I'm not a professional reviewer or anything, so please don't judge my reviewing too hard :P

Ja ne!

My top 10 Wants at the moment

Thursday, February 23, 2012

These are the top 10 things I'm really lusting for right now, my preferences change a lot of times, so it's hard to stay with a "top" too long, I really want so many beautiful things *_* I'm greedy I know..
Lolita top 10:

Other stuff top 10:

- Another Custom-made dress for my Pullip (I comissioned this one <3 but this isn't my doll :P)

- Victorica Pullip

- Star Trek x Portal Tshirt

- Game of Thrones x The Legend of Zelda Tshirt

- Donnie Darko x Portal Tshirt

- I love you Everything Burrito Tshirt

- Ocarina of Time

- 3 More Days Tshirt

- The Legend of Zelda - Spirit Tracks

- Zara Home Bunny Pillow

These are the things I won't pass the chance to buy if I find them AND have the money for them.
I also need a new rug for my bedroom!
And finally the weather is getting warmer, I've been sick for almost a week now, I welcome warm weather <3

I should update more...

Monday, January 9, 2012

.. I have lots of new outfits to show but I'm lazy.

Been Playing Zelda, League of Legends and Dragon Nest

Been watching Master Chef Australia, Bleach and Scrubs

Been going to Lolita meetings, still love Roma Gyaru, Punk and Fairy-Kei

Yeah.. gotta update.. a lot!