Stupid thing

..because I feel lonely and just want to share something :)

Some photos from last month

So this is from a meeting where I wore my Juliette et Justine for the first time :)

JSK: Juliette et Justine

Bolero: Innocent World

Socks: Innocent World

Shoes: Offbrand

Accesories: Offbrand/Handmade/Gifts

Bag: Angelic Pretty

Next is my coordinate for the Amateur Handcraft Market that took place near a friend's home. I brought some of my sweets jewelry but it didn't sell, I only sold 2 rings. Better luck next time :)
It was the premier of my Sheep Garden skirt.

Skirt: Angelic Pretty

Cutsew: Angelic Pretty

Headband: Angelic Pretty

Socks: Offbrand

Shoes: Secret Shop

Accessories: Offbrand/Handmade/Gifts/Chocomint

Bag: Offbrand

With friends (don't have pictures with Filipa because she had to leave right after I arrived, she was having troublesome tooth pain :\ Hope she's better now)

Shoe shot <3

Print shot <3

Our stands

My share xD So miserable looking..

And that's pretty much it for Lolita..
Bonus shot from another day:

I also got my first Lolita Valentines ever, I'm so thankful to whoever wrote it, it made me very happy, thank you so much for such kind words :)

Now these I've been wearing to work, they're Gyaru inspired. I'm really obsessing over cute shorts nowadays, even though I have horrible complexes about my thighs..

Dress: Liz Lisa

Boots: Liz Lisa

Bag: Angelic Pretty (not really gyaru I know)

Umbrella (because it was raining!): Primark

Flower on the head (can't be seen): Offbrand

Shorts: Stradivarius

Top: H&M

Boots: Liz Lisa

Bag: Grandma xD

Acessories: Gift/Offbrand

I love those Liz Lisa boots, they're so high but so comfortable! I'd wear them with everything if I could xD I also love those little shorts, they have this little cute brown embroidery, you could swear they're Liz Lisa just by looking at them!

Thanks for looking,
Kisses

Lolita Haul - Video

Kiss 

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It's been such a long week, only now at the end of the weekend I'm breaking down. I had to hold out and be so strong for all these days, it's been so hard for me but now things are finally getting better. I arrived home at the end of the afternoon and slept a bit, I was just exhausted I simply undressed and fell asleep.. now I feel I can finally let go and out of the blue started crying. Like an explosion, just like that, I crashed..
I feel so weak right now, I wish I could be able to count on someone to give me strength but my pride never let's me show how weak I am.
I'm sorry... I'm not made of iron, never were... I feel like crying the whole night through..